Here we go

So my sis went to Toranto. She went to visit a friend and go to a craft fair. Well there were talks about us going to brunch on Monday. Well my sis came back today (Sunday) and called to inform us that she would be at the house soon. So my mom made my dad's dinner then we figured out what we wanted. Then next thing you know she was here. She talked to my dad about going to breakfast. He then said to me that he does not really want to go. I do have class but being my sis is here it changes alot. And before she went to Toranto she said that she wanted to go as a family which would not happen if I went to school. I don't want her picking me up from class. I don't think we can get along with out our parents there. I told my dad and he was like go to class that is normally what happens. Well lets hope my dad does not get mad cause I am not going. I should be reading. I know I am ranting and raving but I need to get it out. I do love her tons. We just don't get along. I am having a good day. Hoping y'all are having one.

I am still alive.

Ok I have not written in this for a long time. It is Thanksgiving and well my sis is in town. I feel that every family has a bad apple. Could be aunt ,uncle or in my case my sis. She comes to town and we all stress. She freaks out about everything. The most interesting thing is that she is Dr. Jeckel and Mr. Hide or how ever you spell it. We got doen with Thanksging dinner and seh went crazy. Going on about this or that and what she feels needs to be done. Hello you do not live here adn don't know how we rung out "shiIp". She got my mom going and then my dad and well me. So she goes on she had to take my mom to war path aobut things then she had to take my mom to my grandmas. See she is using my moms car at which she told my mom that she asked my dad if it was ok and she (my sis) said he said it was ok. Um hello NO it is not we dont' have insurance for her to drive it. My dad never said it was ok. Any ways she took my mom then next thing I know she id back. Oh and I had planed to empty the dishwasher once it was done and start to reload it but my sis had to tell me oh to make mom happy you should do the dishwasher. EERRR. She came back and well next thing I know she is all nice to me. She takes meds for stress. She tells my mom how she should take meds for stress and other things. I don't know where my sis came form. My mom raised us the same way. I know that everyone is their own person but OMW she is crazy. Now she is all over the house makeing things a mess. We had the spaire room a certian way and now she is making it a mess. If my mom was home she would be freaking out. She leaves tomorrow aftenoon to go to Canada with a friend. But the thing is she will be coming back. My mom will have to take her to the airport on Tuesday. I swear she thinks that when she comes things change just for her. There are things I have in my room so that she does not see them. I can go on for ever just because she is driving me crazy. I think I have vented enough. I am sorry but it is what I need to do. I would physcally write it down but I can type much faster than write. I do feel some what better. I need to stay on top of this blog. I hope y'all are having a wonderful Thanksgiving. I am thankful for family and what I have. A new laptop. I should not complain about this because I know there are family that have it much worse. Well I am siging off. Hope y'all have a wonderful night. God Bless.

Poem I wrote in 2002

I CRIED OUT

I listened
I mourned
I heard a voice
I questioned
I heard of Him
I questioned again
I thought it could not be Him
I heard a voice again
Ten I knew it was true
I cried out
Now He lives in me
I speak for Him
I will stay with Him forever
I thanked Him for all the things He has done
I still cry for Him
He gives me answers
I still thank Him
I still mourn
I love His name
his name is God and Jesus.

By Karen J. Peacock 2002

I am here

I will try and post a big long post tomorrow or this weekend. I have found out that one of my sis teachers passed away he had fought cancer for 3 years. I had meant him so I like knew him. Even tho I never went to that school. Everyone that had him talked to highly of him he was a wonderful teacher. One of her friends who had him said that because of him that is who he is today. Yes I did cry reading the obituary. I have lots to talk about like the GED thing I am off to bed. Sad day.

Update

Well the test went well. Sorry I have not been on here. I have to go Thursday at 5pm to see what is going on for the whole GED thing. I am nervous but don't know why. I will mention some thing I forgot to when I took my test. So ya keep me in your prayers. I feel like I am in a funk. I think it is due to me not been playing my guitar or viola. I love music. Weather I listen to it or play it. But there is something when you play music that is amazing. It makes me feel wonderful and relaxed I need that in my life. Well gonna watch jay leno and then hit the hay. Hope y'all have a great day.

I am alive

Well lots has happend and I don't know where to start. I will start with the up and coming. I have to go Tuesday for 9-noon for my test to see where I am for my GED. I will say I am nervice and scared about it. So please keep me in your prayers. I know they are test to see where I am but it is test and that is what scares me. I know I need to trust god and he will help me with things. So ya keep the prayers coming. Well it is 11:54pm on Sunday night I watched bud shoot out the other night and thursday will be duels. I am off to bed so ya have a great day and I should let y'all know how thing go. My back is also bugging me and my darn lip. See y'all soon thanks for evevrything. I am off.

I am still here

Well lets see the 6 was my sis and friends birthday. The day went well. Today I had to shovel the driveway due to the snow sleet and freezing rain we got last night. See it was melting and with temptures going down if you don't remove it well it just gonna freeze again. We did not want that. I was not thinking and lets say my back feels it. I found out one of my friends is still having back spasms and is having other health issues so she spent the day at the dr. dong test and is wearing a heart monitor for the day and she will be going back on Friday. I am praying they figure out what is going on with her back and everything else. It has been a crazy few day's. I need to be more disiplined on my streching. I will be going to the gym for 30 days or so due to a free pass. Lets hope I can loose more weight and keep it off like I have done. Gee what else is going on. Oh I had forgot a old blog and it popped into my head and I can't remember how to get back into it. If I can I may use that but for now this is good. I am hoping I can stick with this cause all my other ones I start and then I stop posting. I am hopeing that March 20 will be nice then maybe I will beable to see the USA and CAN sled National teams play. I have never seen sled in person and this is in buffalo. It would be amazing. Another problem is it is late at night and my mom can't really do night driving. If I was able to go and the admition fee was not expenceive I would love to see them play. The level would be amazing and just to see it would be cool. Well I hope y'all have a great day. Night to all.

January3, 2009

Well it is a Saturday and it has been an interesting day. I got up and ran down cause I needed to get my allergie meds. I came back up and took them and what did I do I went to bed. I need sleep to get better so that is what I did. Once I did get up I got dressed. I went down and got something to eat. I will say it was not the best thing for me to eat but I ate 4 wafer cookies. Then me and my mom went to walmart to get more meds. The pharmicy was closed so I came back out and we went to sams and got hot chocolate and cherieos. The pharmicy opened back up at 2pm so it thankfully they were open. I got the meds and we came back home. We did some things around the house and I got online. I was online for a few then I took a nap. I will say I am getting better I can tell and I am very happy about that. I hope that by Monday I will be fine due to I have a beading class at the library. I found out that my friend is now sick. I will say form what I have heard the flue or a bug is going around. I am going to go now I hope y'all had a wonderful day. I will say mine went quite well and hope that tomorrow will be great. hugs :)

Aah 2009

Well the start of the new year is apon us. It is January2, 2009 and it shall be an interesting year. I will be going to get my GED. This is a long story and I will leave it at that. This will be a year to grow stronger and closer to God. At this moment I am still sick of blowing my nose. I have been getting lots of sleep and it seems to be helping me. I am happy to say that the dogs eye is just about healed. For this I am very thankful and blessed. This year I hope to go on a wonderful camping trip with one of my best friends. I have not gone camping in years and I truly miss it. I am not a typical girl I am a tom boy. I have facebook and myspace and I have found some people I went to school with and new people. I am very thankful I have friends all over the world and different states. I have learned that not only January 6 is my sis birthday but also it is another friend of mine's birthday and a friends annerversary. My cousin birthday is this day but I have not seen him or talked to him in years. I have found that dates on the calender are very interesting. Why you may ask. See there are some people that you have no relatin to but they have come into your life and then you learn things about them. See my dad's mother was born on july 6 and we haved learned that my dad's friend who I consider my uncle his motehr was born the same day. Also someone who I know through church their children who are twins was born on the same day my dad's friends grand child was born. Also the people I know from church his birthday is the same day as my grandmas. Life is one amazing thing. I hope this year becomes amazing for me and for y'all out there. God has a plan and hopefully you will listen to it. So Happy New Year and maybe try something new this year. Ok I know this has been fulled with random things but that will be my a.d.d. and how I speak. I can go off track and then on track. What a wonderful life. I should head to bed. Have a wonderful day.